Beat me in the head it might make a differance.

Turning one year older dosen't make any immedate changes in your life. Although I sometimes wish it would. I'm now Twenty years and seventeen days old. I feel that life is standing still. My curve is starting to flat out. There's no increase nor decrease, it's just simply at one point. Shouldn't anything happen soon? I keep on aksing myself. I go to work, I come home, I read the newspaper. Once a week I go and practicedrive so I soon will be able to get my licence. Everyother day my sister is going on about all the housework I never do and how many towels I have used this week when showering. Two days a week I go to the stables. That's about it. That's my life. Since last summer or maybe it was this January, or honestly I don't know, but somehow I got this feeling that I'm banging my head against the wall going nowhere. It's a psyhced out feeling of nothingness. It certainly does stress me out. Or sometimes it does, and sometimes it doesn't. I think I need some new impulses in my flat-out-curved-life. What should I do? Any suggestions?